Breaking the surface again...

OK, well I'm trying to come up for air and start this again. The laptop makes it easier. The heartache I'm going through makes it harder. I started this mostly to keep the moms updated on the kiddie-winks (to Mamo through someone, I was hoping), and now they are both gone. And it's still horribly painful and unbelievable. But the two little munchkins are still here and adorable and annoying and crazy - in other words, normal! I'll post some more pictures soon and we'll be coming up to Josh's graduation party as well, so we'll catch up then. :)